Jamba Juice is the Bomb! I just wanted to say that. who's with me?

alright, other than that I'm just sitting at work listening to kmps, I'm in a country mood, which doesn't happen that often... two days ago I bought billy currington's cd, with "I've got a feelin'" on it... man I love that song, it's so cool, so I just yell along with the song... well "sing" if you would, but it comes out more like yelling when I do it, because I'm hardcore, and that is what I do.

should I learn to write lefty? I've been thinking about learning it for a while, but I don't think it would come in handy that often. I write righty already which means that it doesn't smear or look retarded.

I went bowling yesterday with katie, ryan, lidsay, and nicole... it was a lot of fun. then we went out to shari's... and on that car ride I lost all my energy, at shari's I was just lying around not really in the conversation, like patrick usually is, you know.

later ya'll time to work

I am tired, although christmas weekend was the most satisfying and longest weekend ever for me, I am still tired. Christmas was ok, actually, not really because it was different from any other christmas I have ever had. I got a few cool things for christmas, such as pumas and my favorite drink ever(jamba juice!)... other than that, nothing big, some money from my parents which I stretched a LOT farther than I thought I could(thank you after christmas sales)... so all in all, christmas was awkward... A. because I bought a lot of stuff for myself due to being paid for work and not expecting very many gifts and B. for not being spoiled. that was a first for me, usually I get lots of stuff and there is that family thing that happens on christmas morning, but I didn't have my family this time around, I did have it at jocelyn's parents house, which was nice of them and they are awesome. something just was different... anyways, I made it through christmas and I'm still kickin'... New years should be fun... right? whatever. I just want to go back home and chill... class isn't looking too bad either. whoa. did Peter just say that?

anyways, the moral of my christmas is Peter is learning to be by himself, to not depend on others as much, and to come back to the true meaning of christmas... less of the presents and more on the Jesus thing. you know what I'm talking about.

anyways, so I've got to get back to work... later ya'll

oh, and if you think I have money, I don't... I don't even have a bank account, so really, you shouldn't think I have lots of money, because I don't. I just wanted to say that.

I gave Levi the BEST CHRISTMAS PRESENT EVER! man I'm such a good brother. I took Levi out to a casino last night for a good time playing some poker and such, He lost kind of quickly, and I got up(not necessarily because of him, we weren't in too many hands together)... all in all we were there from 7:30-2... that's right... 2! oh, and yes I did wake up this morning to come to WORK, however after last night, I might have to quit my day job... nah, I enjoy working here, it's fun. anyways, Levi called some buddies of his, who came and they all drank at the bar, I just played poker the entire time... total winnings for me? I'll let you figure it out...

left work with my paycheck: 320
cashed it: 320 in cash
bought dinner at Quizno's for Levi and I: -20
Bought christmas present: -20
went to the casino and bought in Levi and I: -100(50 each)
Levi wanted to leave, so I went with him, cashed out: +206
gave levi money: -50
bought back in: -50
another buy in(at the table): -15
Levi won at another casino, took my second 50 to him back and bought back in: +50/-50
another buy in(finally got back to my seat): -20
left to see when levi wanted to leave(cash out): +241
bought in again: -46
final cash out: +112
gave levi the 2nd 50 back: -50
You can figure out about how much money I have now. anyways, more christmas presents and some stuff for me will bring that total down, especially with it burning a hole in my pocket. mmm, what COULD I spend my money on? I dunno, but I think I'll go to bellsquare today and see. :D

good day at the casinos... oh, and I tipped the dealer on every hand I won, usually a dollar, but two if it was a big pot. so being there over six hours I probably gave away a LOT of money to the dealers. maybe 35-50 bucks all in all.

oh, and once I was done, I was chillin over with Levi and his buddies and looked at the rules of the casino... #1. You have to be 21 and over to play. hahahaha, that is the second time I've gotten into a 21 and over casino, first time I've played though, the other time both alex and I got carded, he let me in, but didn't let alex, so I left with him, which was funny, because I was 19... course I'm 20 now and I didn't get carded yesterday... good times at the casinos yo. it won't become something I do all the time, heck, probably only 1 more time over this entire break probably.

so yeah, that was the best christmas present I ever gave anyone, I won 300 bucks, had a good time with my bro, and he had a great night himself. all in all a great present, if not the best one ever... EVER!

just starting to get in the spirit of the season... anyways, work is ok, life is cool, and I'm having fun... Tacos at Ryan Douglas' House tonight! I'm excited!... mm tacos. ryan and his family just make it all the better. anyways, I should clock out... whatever.

hi peeps, anybody know what is going on for new years?

I've never kissed anyone going into the new year, but that seems like a fun tradition, and maybe this year I'll do it... oh and if you want it to be you, write me an e-mail... or a comment, however that is a whole lot more public, but if you're cool with it being public, then there you go, comment away!

talk to you all later and hopefully something cool will happen on new years.

woken up halfway through a dream?... because I did... it was weird... but I've had the dream before, that is why I knew that it was halfway through it... but then, I thought through the rest of the dream before I went back to sleep, so when I got back to actually sleeping, the dream didn't finish... and the weird thing?... I can't remember the dream now.... WEIRD!

drank a 20 ounce mocha with 4 shots in it? I did today, that was a new experience. but the guy that bought it for me is WAY more hardcore than I am... he has a 9 shotter every morning at 5, a 5-6 shotter during his morning run, and another later in the day... now THAT is nuts... plus he smokes, which means one thing. His body hates him more than my body hates me... I didn't know that was possible, but it's true.

pooped into a toilet while suspending yourself above it a ways? no explanation needed.

alright, since I can't end on that note...

CAPTION GAME!

alright, today is awesome, mostly because I just got paid to do pretty much nothing, while delivering something, I also got a free four shot 20 ounce iced mocha... good stuff there, now I got to go move a bunch of hoods back to where I took them from two days ago. ugh... goodtimes. later ya'll, oh and we need to hang out over this break sometime... weekends work best for me, course with a four shot mocha, late nights work too.

I think the title sums it up for ya'll, but I'll say it in another way...

screw you all who wanted me to be sad, I'm getting better. Ha.

there you go. oh, and one of the key things that makes me happy... New O.C. tonight... and it's the chrismukkuh(sp?) or whatever.

Alright, I really want to just Punch something... I want to "destroy something beautiful" - thank you fight club... wait, I just broke rule #1(and #2)... whatever. If you can't image how pissed I am... just think of something that's really angry, I was trying to think of something clever, but I need to get back to work... bye

so this is for all you who hate me and wish bad things upon me... I'm under huge stress right now due to a lot of different things, so congratulations, your wildest dreams are coming true. enjoy it while you can... because...

all of you who don't like to see the "sad Peter"... please be praying for me, thanks. Show those people who like to see me suffer who's the boss...

and If I've hung out with you in the last two days, you are cool. that's all I wanted to say.

ok, I'm at work... goodtimes... man, I've been UBER tired these last two days... Today I was a half hour late into work due to me sleeping through my alarm and levi waking me up when he was there, he ended up calling me 10 minutes after work started to get me to wake up... whoops, I guess that is what you get when you have to be at work 3 hours hours after you usually go to bed. later everyone!

What does that mean? I mean, fixing things means that something is going back to being the way it was... but I think the phrase is that way because in order to fix something, something needs to break, and being in a fix, means that you are currently broken... or torn, if you will.

I am torn because I am going to Kent on Monday to spend almost a month with my brother and all my friends over there, while this is a good thing, this also means that I will be away from my Home for almost a month, which sucks. I really love it here in Pullman, but I do get lonely a lot. A LOT. and loneliness only brings boredom, and boredom means that I choose to do something, not necessarily the best thing(it usually ends up being working out or going to Quizno's, or both, which aren't the worst of things, but also aren't the best of things either)... another thing about going over to the westside is that I'm going to have a fulltime job(plus some hours) which is going to suck because my sleep schedule is shot again(check the time at the bottom)... and I'll have to be at work at 8 or 9 or something that people call "normal", or as I like to call it "early as ****"... what COULD that four letter word be? no one knows except me!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA... it's the small victories in life that count right? I sure hope so.

anyways, a few days ago I was thinking about myself( in a spiritual sense, of course) and I got to thinking... I haven't been the best at being a christian recently, which sucks because I am christian and I love being a christian, but I'm not showing that, and I don't really want to show that TOO much right now... I've never been an in your face christian that so many christians look up to as more spiritual than them... not necessarily, they might just be more forward about it, which is why you shouldn't judge others, or compare yourself to other christians, becuase hey, it's a personal relationship... and you can't really quantify those... anyways, I got off topic. I was thinking about how to remedy( a little Jason Mraz maybe?) my spiritual situation, and so I looked to someone I admire and look up to in this world... Levi. and I thought, ok, Levi is a pretty steady guy when it comes to his faith... I should stirve to be steady in my walk... not to sprint, then collapse because I beat myself up while on a "spiritual high"... steady in my christian walk, not crazy go nuts, but not apathetic. And that is what I'm going to do. Sound good huh?

alright, it is now 4:15 and I'm not even tired, drinking milk and thinking about Shtuff, so I'll get going... but not before the...

CAPTION GAME!!!

alright, so I'm still here. I don't exactly know why I just wrote that, but I did, so live with it.

ok, so recently I've spent a lot of time on a website called thefacebook.com... which is a pretty cool website... if you are in college and you're not a part of thefacebook, I don't know what you're thinking... and to think that a week ago I didn't understand the facebook at all... and now, I'm the leader of three groups and have 68 friends, so far. If you do join, add me, because I'm tight yo. obviously.

so how is your life Peter? and why is it that your blog has turned into a stockpile of useless crap that no one really cares about, but they still read because they know you?... well because nothing exciting is happening... I'm living... I'm taking care of business... that's it... day after day... doing stuff for my parentals for the house, working, and doing as little as possible towards school, which isn't a good idea considering I have a final in economics on Monday that I haven't given ANY thought to. Go me.

Yeah so that is that. What about spiritually Peter?

Ok, this is a different topic completely. Sad, but it is... I'm trying to get back into the daily relationship with God, but it's hard because I'm at a place where I'm reading my bible very little, I don't pray, and I'm not trying to get back into it... the fire for it has simmered down. which is sad. but I'm still trying to be a good person, not sin, and just be happy... but those are hard things to achieve when you aren't in a daily relationship, so I'm stuck in this circe of not caring, not doing anything about it, and not being satisfied... because I know that in that relationship is where I belong, but I don't want to put forth the full effort to make it what it once was right now. I might feel differently tomorrow or next week, but I'm getting back into reading the bible daily(2nd chapter of Jeremiah tonight) and praying(starting tonight)... so I'm not completely apathetic towards it right now, I just need a stronger jump start. maybe that will come soon...

I do however LOVE to praise God, and I try to take full advantage of CRU on thursday nights to just praise him for his Glory, but then the speaker talks and I'm lost again... I'm not challenged in church, and I don't feel fulfilled, I just feel like I sat through something that didn't matter at all, which sucks... but I need to be challenged.

CAPTION GAME(I won the last one becasue EVERYONE remembers that game from childhood)

ok, so right now I'm drinking milk out of the gallon carton in my room, BUT last night I went bowling with 3 friends of mine, Dori, Deena, and Kevin... apparently d&d and Kevin have circled around each other, but never met... so now they have, cool story huh?

anyways, as we were playing I started to think... which is usually a good sign, but this time it may have been smarter not to think... my thought?

Most of Bowling is Watching someone's butt, or having yours stared at. which makes it awesome, we need more sports where the majority of it has to do with either watching butts or having yours checked out... ok, so it's not like we all TRY and conciously stare at someone's butt, however some do, but in bowling there really isn't much else to look at, seeing as how the brilliant designers put the seats directly behind the person bowling... so in order to watch their shot, the butt is in there somewhere, and no matter how hard you try, it's there and you WILL look at it and judge that butt. that's just bowling. that's what makes it fun, unless you go with people who have hideous butts, like a 400 pound woman wearing spandex with the stomach rolls hanging out over the sides because she also is wearing a shirt that is too small... watch a movie, don't go bowling. that was kind of mean, and I'm sorry, but fat people can take it right now, because it's winter.

There are some more sports where people check out butts, take football... who's brett favre? the girls' answer... "the guy with the cute butt on the green team"... ok, there you go... baseball... ok, baseball has it's own TYPE of butt... which means, people look at it... I've been told I have a baseball players' butt... an awesome compliment by the way... basketball... somewhat... but they wear shorts, which doesn't show it off THAT well... ok, those are all examples of when women look at men's butts... however basketball can go both ways... and the sport most known for men staring at womens butts? Volleyball... holla back anyone who has gone to a volleyball game for the sole purpose of staring at ass! ok, so it's not that bad, but those skin tight shorts that they roll the top of are hot and they do show off the true butt... so naturally, men look.

ok, and if you are reading this and are like "OH MY!!! DO MEN REALLY THINK LIKE THIS????"... I hope you enjoyed your glimpse of the male mind.
some men are better some are worse.

anyone want to go bowling?

CAPTION GAME!

ok, so today I was kind of tired, so I made myself some coffee...which was ok... not THAT bad considering it was my first ever cup made, and not only that we have a coffee maker from a thrift store, so it's not the top of the line, but I added some Irish cream and it was good... I drank that while eating my easy mac... sounds disgusting, but don't hate until you try it, I thought it was ok.weird at first but, I got used to it... am I still talking about mac and cheeze and coffee? wow.

Yesterday I went over to moscow and bought 4 cds! all of them added up to $26(inc. tax) so they were obviously awesome cds... here's what I bought.

Madonna - The Immaculate Collection
Naughty by Nature... are YOU down with O.P.P.? I sure am... wait, is that scandalous? YEAH!... whatever
SR-71 - now you see inside ... you remember that song... Right now... you know the song about the gf who is good for right now, but not for the long run? that's the one!
and last but unfortunately least... Jimmy Ray... this cd is hilarious. Are You Jimmy Ray? Sex for beginners... oh man, some QUALITY songs on that cd. I'm listening to it RIGHT NOW(see how I tied in another song title from the four cds I bought... you're taking notes right? if not, you should go on a holiday and get down with o.p.p.)

So those are the cd's I bought.

time to go.but before I do...

CAPTION GAME!(and I apologize for my butt)I'm going with lindsay for the win.

I get in moods to blog or not, thoughts of genius strike my mind and I feel like blogging, but I'm doing something else... I should just drop it and blog... like at least twice today I had good ideas about what to blog about... now? nothing. craziness...

I hung out with ryan and alex and levi... good to see all my best friends. and I also hung out with ryan's other bestfriend, jocelyn... course, she's levi's wife, and I stayed with them because they are awesome. you two rock. man, my train of thought is shot.

So in the last 3 days(monday, tuesday, wednesday)... I've gone to the rec center for 7 hours! yeah, I'm nuts. monday was me working out everything and an hour of raquetball... yesterday was an hour of racquetball and 40 min of ellipticals, 10-15 on the track(5/8 of a mile, with two sprint laps) 10-15 min on abs and pullups... then today was another hour of running, and about an hour of working out whatever I wanted to... in the hour of running included 3/4 of a mile on the track with a sprint lap... and my sprint laps are NUTS... let's just say I'm tired, and I can't go tomorrow... which is too bad, unless of course I go directly after CRU, which I might do... somewhere between 10-15 THOUSAND strides in 2 days on elliptical machines... oh, and rowing machines are the ish.

I will get my six-pack back to it's rightful place... it's close, but the last part is the hardest...

I love working out... sort of because I enjoy pain, and sort of because it is a refuge for me... nobody messes with me(unless I know them, then it is a welcome interruption)... and I can just not think about anything... listen to music and pray... so awesome. did I mention I enjoy pain? I guess that is what I get for having levi as an older brother...

wow, if you are still reading this...congrats... I can't believe I'm still writing.

CAPTION GAME(so that this entry will finally end, what you all have been waiting for...) oh and I'm also thinking about doing a huge post, but I don't feel like putting up the effort right now... it's 2 a.m. and I'm tired... its a miracle!