Saturday, January 31, 2004
One of those moods
I'm in one of those moods where I don't want to do anything and everything that I do do, I think is lame... sorry, but my life right now is pathetic. It is a Friday night and what did I do? I went to the rec center and worked out... sounds kickass huh? I actually worked out really hard and got out a lot of stuff... my upper body is almost dead... oh well... on to another day... I think I'm waking up tomorrow morning at 9 to go to the gym, play basketball, and work out my lower body and abs... should be good times... a good start to the boring day of saturday... I did have some fun today though... I went to the pullman thrift store and bought a jacket... it's kinda cool... a little retro, but I think most of you would approve... I still need a hobby, but right now, I'm thinking of just getting a job somewheres and working... therefore I'd have money and something to do... but maybe not since I haven't ever had a job and no one would hire me... pathetic... goodnight everyone and just remember... your life is probably more exciting than mine... has to be worth something right?
Thursday, January 29, 2004
no enthusiasm(is that how you spell that?)
Tonite was friggin awesome! wait... no enthusiasm... tonite was great, it was the TRAPT concert... I really like trapt, they are very good, and quite good in concert... I am so tired though... I got back, bought a quart of milk (thinking I was going to save it and drink it later) I ended up downing it as soon as I got back to my room... then I had two orange juice bottles (20 oz or so)... that's about it... goodnight everyone.
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Hey Ya'll!
yes yes, I did say ya'll and actually I use it quite often... I had a discussion between creationism and evolution today in biology lab... good times... I find this quite interesting, it's a lot of fun to think about, although quite confusing... after that I went to dinner with Dani and then went to the rec center to work out... I enjoy working out... it is a good destresser... I played a game of basketball, then did some upper body work... then I did some abs, and finally went and sat in the hottub... I did a little bit of swimming too... I'm wokring on being able to hold my breath for longer... but it is really hard... I just can't do it... whatever... I'll keep working on it... I just finished my homework for tonite... creating a webpage and putting it on a remote server... not very hard stuff... now on to another ab workout and maybe a few pushups... maybe a few dips... maybe some other workout stuff... then a shower and sleep... goodnight everybody...
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
I still need a hobby
I'm still getting bored although today I did read about architecture of the new "freedom tower" or something like that... the buildings that are replacing the world trade centers area... guess what?... we have some geniuses working on this tower... it is 1776 feet tall... go figure... freedom... I also read about ancient india and ancient mesopotamia and egypt... quite interesting... I still need a hobby... goodnight everyone.
Monday, January 26, 2004
I need a hobby...
I've been feeling this way for a while... I need something that I do on my free time that I have as a priority... I have a few hobbies, such as ping-pong, racquetball, working out, dancing, and blogging... but none of it I do that often... sure I do it every once in a while, but it is not something that I do everyday... they're not really habits... I feel bored too often... I want something there...
I'll figure it out... whatever it is... maybe I just need to do many things all the time... I don't know... if you have any good ideas, let me know... send me an e-mail or talk to me on the phone, or even better... in person...
Peter "dorment talent" Schatzer
here is me now... (some pictures have been overexaggerated for damatic appeal... or something like that)

here is me after doing whatever hobby it is I choose...

see the difference? I do... shoot... please someone help me... please?... anyone?...
I'll figure it out... whatever it is... maybe I just need to do many things all the time... I don't know... if you have any good ideas, let me know... send me an e-mail or talk to me on the phone, or even better... in person...
Peter "dorment talent" Schatzer
here is me now... (some pictures have been overexaggerated for damatic appeal... or something like that)

here is me after doing whatever hobby it is I choose...

see the difference? I do... shoot... please someone help me... please?... anyone?...
Saturday, January 24, 2004
blogginess...
tonite was fun... hung out with the twins again... they are so much fun... oh my... what else did I do tonite? I re-colored my blog... alex and ryan both have fancier blogs, but mine is plain and straightforward... maybe later in the year, when I learn more about html I'll make it cooler, but I've never done any html work, so I'm quite impressed by my knowledge of css and hexadecimal... good times...
Thursday, January 22, 2004
hey everybody!
I want a friggin twin! I guess it is kinda late though... I hung out with Dani and her twin Natalie tonite... it was so much fun! they are both great people, just fun energetic people to be around... plus... TWINS!!! I think twins are awesome... I also figured out that I weighed more than twice as much as either of them at birth... and about two pounds more than them combined... but I was still three pounds less than Levi... craziness!
I am currently listening to a group that is coming here, but I don't know if I can go to see them or not... Maroon 5... I'm kinda poor, but I am trying to get a job... the job is in the math department, I don't think I'll get it, but if I do... wohoo! I'd be making around $12.50 an hour... or 1100.1 per hour in binary... just for you who understand that... man I'm a nerd... or how about $C.8 dollars per hour in hexadecimal... good times... MATH IS FUN!!!
alright, so... today was kinda crazy... I had so many things to do... I ended up skipping biology (don't worry, it was on Natural Selection and everyone who went wishes they didn't) and running into Dani on the way home... so we hung out for an hour, fun times... then I went to math, found out how to transfer files using unix in windows. sounds exciting huh?!?... then came my favorite class of all... American social dance! this class is so tight! today was a nice class... just dancing... duh... I love dancing... it is so much fun... then I came home, ate dinner with Dani, then went to a rugby meeting... these guys are hardcore for rugby... I was just looking for a hobby, but they were nuts for it... so I'm not going to do it... I'll do something else... I came home and Dani came over and we watched the o.c... Natalie came over in the middle of the o.c. and was doing homework... after the o.c. I found Dani and I dancing and singing in my room to hilary duff... awesome... good times... now I am here and that's about it... I read my bible... I read jude's doxology and tried to pick it apart and look deeper into it, or something like that... it was nice to read the bible again... and I love jude's doxology, it is just so awesome...
tomorrow is thursday, which means DANCING at the beach! country swing is TIGHT!!! Dani is going to teach me the candlestick... it's the move where you pick up the girl, swing her on your right hip, over to the left hip, then straight down and then finally lift her up in the air! it is going to be crazy, but I'm looking forward to it... fun stuff... anyways, everyone have a nice night...
I am currently listening to a group that is coming here, but I don't know if I can go to see them or not... Maroon 5... I'm kinda poor, but I am trying to get a job... the job is in the math department, I don't think I'll get it, but if I do... wohoo! I'd be making around $12.50 an hour... or 1100.1 per hour in binary... just for you who understand that... man I'm a nerd... or how about $C.8 dollars per hour in hexadecimal... good times... MATH IS FUN!!!
alright, so... today was kinda crazy... I had so many things to do... I ended up skipping biology (don't worry, it was on Natural Selection and everyone who went wishes they didn't) and running into Dani on the way home... so we hung out for an hour, fun times... then I went to math, found out how to transfer files using unix in windows. sounds exciting huh?!?... then came my favorite class of all... American social dance! this class is so tight! today was a nice class... just dancing... duh... I love dancing... it is so much fun... then I came home, ate dinner with Dani, then went to a rugby meeting... these guys are hardcore for rugby... I was just looking for a hobby, but they were nuts for it... so I'm not going to do it... I'll do something else... I came home and Dani came over and we watched the o.c... Natalie came over in the middle of the o.c. and was doing homework... after the o.c. I found Dani and I dancing and singing in my room to hilary duff... awesome... good times... now I am here and that's about it... I read my bible... I read jude's doxology and tried to pick it apart and look deeper into it, or something like that... it was nice to read the bible again... and I love jude's doxology, it is just so awesome...
tomorrow is thursday, which means DANCING at the beach! country swing is TIGHT!!! Dani is going to teach me the candlestick... it's the move where you pick up the girl, swing her on your right hip, over to the left hip, then straight down and then finally lift her up in the air! it is going to be crazy, but I'm looking forward to it... fun stuff... anyways, everyone have a nice night...
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
Would Anyone Like to Have Craziness???
the title...
In the recent week (and a half)... how about this.... since I've been back at school... I have had almost every aspect of my life accelerated... it is kind of nice, because I feel like I am actually getting something done, and feel like I'm busy... I haven't really been busy since school started, and I think it is nice to have things to do... on the other hand, I sure do enjoy having free time, and just chillin...
alright, here are aspects of my life, and what is going on in regards to them...
Spiritual... start it off with the most important... I have not been the best at reading my bible and praying, but I tell myself to do it everyday, and sometimes I do... I pray before bed almost every night, and usually pray during the day... I need to get back into regularly reading and thinking through a chapter a day... maybe more, maybe less... but it needs to be done.
Academically... I have been a very good boy... I have gone to EVERY single class! I haven't missed one! wow... I can't say that about last semester, eventhough the two classes I made sure not to go to I got the highest grades in... maybe that's it... no class... wait nevermind, that is just dumb... I enjoy all my classes... they all have different characteristics of learnign and therefore challenge me each in different ways, I like that... I love learning new things...
Socially/Physically... alright, this one is kinda complicated, the beginning of being home I was kinda dissapointed because I didn't get a roommate (I kinda wanted someone here with me)... plus I just sat around... then I got off my lazy butt... this started thursday night when Katy asked me if I would like to go dancing... I was in a weird mood and I just jumped on it... I had never done it before, but I thought "what the hell, what is the worst that could happen?" I guess I could have died... but I didn't... hooray!!!... anyhoo... that night I fell in love with dancing... it is so much fun... plus I got to dance with some lovely girls... always a plus... after that I got into working out and such... this last weekend I worked out, went to church, and just chilled... it was nice... I played touch rugby (pretty much running for two straight hours)... this killed my legs... I'm used to running short distances (my room to the bathroom, my room to the pop machine(or the food store in the complex) in order to get back before the show comes back on... and such... my legs are KILLING me today... they are absolutely done... I could barely walk to class today... I wanted to crawl... but I'm not a wussy so I stood up to the pain... or something along those lines... me in my genius decided (along with Dani) to play racquetball tonite... it went well, the first time she's ever played... it was fun... I stretched a lot before going so it was fine... after playing racquetball we went into the WSU rec center hot tub... this beast holds 42 at maximum capcity (or some number huge like that)... so that was VERY relaxing and nice on my body... then we jumped into the normal pool... 2 and a half feet deep at the shallow end... I then proceeded to act like a whale and splash her (watch out! gentleman at work) then we started swing dancing in the water... kinda fun, but hard... then we just waded around and such... oh! she challenged me to a "hold the breath while swimming underwater contest"... holy crap! I suck so bad at these... I got 2/3 -3/4 of the way across the pool... then she does it... goes all the way, AND THEN BACK!!! it was friggin crazy!!! I just can't do that... so she whooped my butt at that... good times...I absolutely love hanging out with her, she just has so much positive energy... she is gorgeous... she has such a beautiful smile, and she is always wearing it... awesome... alright, just wanted to let that out...
Emotionally... I am doing quite well eomtionally, I am being confident in myself... heck I should... I'm a good guy... I'm just enjoying life so much right now... hanging out with people and dancing is just great and it is nice to be out of my room...
oh... I also sorta joined the rugby team... I'm going to start going to practices and just becoming part of the team... maybe I'll get playing time, maybe not, but whatever the outcome, I'm doing something...
oh... I'm also kicking butt on homework... I have done all of mine so far, including reading for classes and just boring crap like that... in my history class I believe I was one of three (if that) that read hammurabi's code BEFORE class... it was kinda fun because everyone wanted to be in my group... always nice to know that people want you.
goodnight everyone and hopefully I will talk to you all soon
In the recent week (and a half)... how about this.... since I've been back at school... I have had almost every aspect of my life accelerated... it is kind of nice, because I feel like I am actually getting something done, and feel like I'm busy... I haven't really been busy since school started, and I think it is nice to have things to do... on the other hand, I sure do enjoy having free time, and just chillin...
alright, here are aspects of my life, and what is going on in regards to them...
Spiritual... start it off with the most important... I have not been the best at reading my bible and praying, but I tell myself to do it everyday, and sometimes I do... I pray before bed almost every night, and usually pray during the day... I need to get back into regularly reading and thinking through a chapter a day... maybe more, maybe less... but it needs to be done.
Academically... I have been a very good boy... I have gone to EVERY single class! I haven't missed one! wow... I can't say that about last semester, eventhough the two classes I made sure not to go to I got the highest grades in... maybe that's it... no class... wait nevermind, that is just dumb... I enjoy all my classes... they all have different characteristics of learnign and therefore challenge me each in different ways, I like that... I love learning new things...
Socially/Physically... alright, this one is kinda complicated, the beginning of being home I was kinda dissapointed because I didn't get a roommate (I kinda wanted someone here with me)... plus I just sat around... then I got off my lazy butt... this started thursday night when Katy asked me if I would like to go dancing... I was in a weird mood and I just jumped on it... I had never done it before, but I thought "what the hell, what is the worst that could happen?" I guess I could have died... but I didn't... hooray!!!... anyhoo... that night I fell in love with dancing... it is so much fun... plus I got to dance with some lovely girls... always a plus... after that I got into working out and such... this last weekend I worked out, went to church, and just chilled... it was nice... I played touch rugby (pretty much running for two straight hours)... this killed my legs... I'm used to running short distances (my room to the bathroom, my room to the pop machine(or the food store in the complex) in order to get back before the show comes back on... and such... my legs are KILLING me today... they are absolutely done... I could barely walk to class today... I wanted to crawl... but I'm not a wussy so I stood up to the pain... or something along those lines... me in my genius decided (along with Dani) to play racquetball tonite... it went well, the first time she's ever played... it was fun... I stretched a lot before going so it was fine... after playing racquetball we went into the WSU rec center hot tub... this beast holds 42 at maximum capcity (or some number huge like that)... so that was VERY relaxing and nice on my body... then we jumped into the normal pool... 2 and a half feet deep at the shallow end... I then proceeded to act like a whale and splash her (watch out! gentleman at work) then we started swing dancing in the water... kinda fun, but hard... then we just waded around and such... oh! she challenged me to a "hold the breath while swimming underwater contest"... holy crap! I suck so bad at these... I got 2/3 -3/4 of the way across the pool... then she does it... goes all the way, AND THEN BACK!!! it was friggin crazy!!! I just can't do that... so she whooped my butt at that... good times...I absolutely love hanging out with her, she just has so much positive energy... she is gorgeous... she has such a beautiful smile, and she is always wearing it... awesome... alright, just wanted to let that out...
Emotionally... I am doing quite well eomtionally, I am being confident in myself... heck I should... I'm a good guy... I'm just enjoying life so much right now... hanging out with people and dancing is just great and it is nice to be out of my room...
oh... I also sorta joined the rugby team... I'm going to start going to practices and just becoming part of the team... maybe I'll get playing time, maybe not, but whatever the outcome, I'm doing something...
oh... I'm also kicking butt on homework... I have done all of mine so far, including reading for classes and just boring crap like that... in my history class I believe I was one of three (if that) that read hammurabi's code BEFORE class... it was kinda fun because everyone wanted to be in my group... always nice to know that people want you.
goodnight everyone and hopefully I will talk to you all soon
Saturday, January 17, 2004
I have the video!
write me a message on msn messenger and I'll send you it as soon as I can... bye!
wee!
tonite was fun... we(me, steph, katy, russ, and amelia) went to see along came polly after practicing dance in our floor lounge (kinda small)... then we came back and danced some more and just had a good time... this time we were in the stephenson complex piano lounge... it was fun... I learned how to better flip a girl... learned how to better do everything... I think so at least... The pretzel is still my favorite, pretty soon I'll have a video of me doing it... and you can msn message me @ redheadpepito@hotmail.com and I'll send you the file... or maybe I can find a way to get it onto the blog... it looks so cool!!!... I learned a new aerial... it is kind of weird and awkward... looks kinda dirty too... but it is cool... I found out that I love dancing!... now that I sort of know how to do a few dances, I like it a lot more... by the end of the semester I should know 5 or 6 different dances... should be good times for all... I heard the tango was kinda lame though... just too slow... goodnight everyone... this weekend should be a lazy one... except for the few hours I'll spend in the rec center working out and running and such... LAZY LAZY LAZY!!! anyhoo... goodnight everyone...
Friday, January 16, 2004
Who knew being a hick could be so much fun!?!
I had no idea that hicks could have this much fun!... actually I don't believe anyone there was a hick, but tonite I went to 'The Beach'... which is a bar/dance place... you only have to be 18 to dance, and 21 to drink... tonite was the 'country swing dance' night... of course... I've never done this before, and I'm thinking I'm going to suck it up... I get there and people are dancing like pros do... ugh... there go my chances at anything... then my friend got me on the floor and taught me a few moves (whitney)... and from that I danced with quite a few ladies and improved and improved and such... remember I've never done this before IN MY LIFE!!!... I danced for probably about 2 and a half hours tonite... it was definitely a good time... I danced with probably 6-10 girls... it was pretty tight... I learned spin moves to make her do... spin moves for me... spin moves around the back... something called 'the pretzel' whcih actually took me the longest to learn... it's really awkward... thus the name... guess who was there? Dani!... oh my... she is quite the dancer... she pulled me onto the floor probably about 15 minutes after being there... talk about pressure... oh my... I did alright... I thanked her for the dance... then danced for probably about an hour with other girls... then I went over and asked her to dance again (after learning a few more moves)... we started dancing and she could not believe that I'd never done this before tonite... it was a nice compliment... then came the coolest part of the night... Dani jokingly said " you want to do a backflip?"... me being crazy said sure... sounds awesome... she was quite hesitant... she said things like " are you joking? learning a flip during your first night dancing? you can't be serious"... but I was... so we got a guy that knew how to do it and showed me how to... then came the big part... I started to do it, but lost holding and dropped her halfway through the flip... oops... just kidding, it went fine, I did it and then did it again a minute later, then the guy gave me more pointers and I did it again... I think we did it three times... good stuff though... I never knew I could country swing dance... and I line danced... and such stuff... learned the two-step... tonite was awesome! I had such a good time... it was absolutely joyous... another great part of me... I have large amounts of energy so I could dance for extended periods of times doing crazy stuff, learning new moves and just having a good time... anyhoo, time to go to bed, to wake up for my noon o'clock (is that a time?) class... I hope everyone had a nice night... I hopefully will continue to go back every thursday night and "bust a move"... oh... one last thing... Dani can do all sorts of aerials... she is quite the dancer... dancess?... whatever... she is quite good and a great person, easy to get along with and easy to talk to... hopefully we will become friends and not just aquiantances... anyhoo... if you big-city people would ever like to come over here and try it out... I'll take you there on a thursday night... it's tight!... 5 bucks... not a bad deal at all!... night everyone.
Thursday, January 15, 2004
Gitano!
that title is kinda weird... it is the brand name of a bag I have in my room... weird... anyhoo, I studied today, which just isn't fair... we're not even a week into school, but I guess it is college... ugh... I'll stop whining... I figured out I got a 3.4 or a 3.48 last semester and not a 3... one of my profs forgot to grade my final... good times... yeah, tomorrow should be exciting... history and computer science lab!!! wohoo! I'm not exactly looking forward to all that... but I also figured out today that this semester I'm learning six computer languages... SIX!!!! that is MAD!!! so I'll be sitting in front of this beast for obscene amounts of time working... goodnight everyone... OH! how was my day? it was pretty sweet actually... my first class was boring, but my second was fun... I found someone I knew (Brandon from my floor)... this mission should not have been as hard as it seemed... this class is 400-500 people large... in a HUGE auditorium... just kind of fun to be in with so many people... I sit right in the middle... good times... then my third class was exciting... we learned to begin to develop a webpage in HTML... html is confusing... it is so long... but it will apparently come in handy later... then! I had my dance class!!! this class is sweet! we are doing the east coast swing, which is a lot of fun... I learned some of it earlier(at goldsworthy) but we are moving on now... but apparently I'm pretty darn good at it... Peter hold a beat? what?... yeah yeah... anyhoo... that class is good times... the oc was also on tonite... this show is so good, quite the drama, but that is fun... I'm beginning to become addicted to the tv... I get such pleasure from watching shows such as the o.c., the real world, and the gauntlet, scrubs, friends, and such... MTV is becoming part of my life... I like it... gives me something to look forward to... goodnight everyone, and hopefully I will talk to you soon!... (you can also speed up the process by sending me an e-bomb(e-mail))
Peter
Peter
Sunday, January 11, 2004
home sweet home
I woke up today at 8:30-something or so after going to bed at 4 after the dance party, going home, watching tv, and packing... My mom drove me into downtown seattle to catch a greyhound bus to take to pullman... I got on the bus, and well... it took 8 hours to get to spokompton, then I transferred busses to go to pullman, then that was another 2 hours.... yeah.... 10 hours on a bus today... it was good times... I talked with a girl from Bellingham, named Dani(elle)... We talked for the first part of the first bus ride... 2 hours or so... then I went to sleep and she started talking to the person she was sitting next to... (we both had aisle seats)... Dani is quite cute and actually lives in Stephenson North(I live in Stephenson South... so I'll hopefully see her soon)... after switching busses I sat next to Dani (eventhough the majority of the bus was empty)... we were laughing and having a good time, being quite loud... I think some people were getting annoyed, but whatever, we had a good time... funny story... so I had talked to Dani for most of the first bus ride and then sat next to her on the second bus for about 10 minutes before learning her name... smooth huh?... man that was kinda embarassing... good times... now I am back in my dormroom and I don't have a roommate, which is nice because I have a buttload of stuff, but it's kinda sad because I get lonely... anyhoo... I hope everyone is doing well... goodnight
Friday, January 09, 2004
I'm actually doing something tomorrow! wohoo!
tomorrow I am going to bellvue to get a new passport, to potentially visit my parents while they are gone(that is the first step of the process)... after that I am going to the u-district to hang out with ryan and maybe some others. maybe I'll see YOU! you never know. anyhoo, goodnight everyone, I need to wake up early to go to work with my mom around 8. bye ya'll
Thursday, January 08, 2004
stuff
Today was interesting. I woke up and went out to lunch with Levi and Jocelyn, that was very pleasant. after that I came home and Levi built a fire then left... oh... by the way, the power at my house was out from like 6 in the morn until 8:50-something... after levi built a fire, he went to work on the GTO, I kept the fire going and listened to music and read with the light of a flashlight. My parents came home, and I got into a long discussion with my mom, which was awesome, because she is wonderful and I love her a lot, but we really don't talk too much. my mom says I am very 'insightful'... I like that, because that means I have a clue about something! wohoo!... the saving part of tonite? The power came on seriously five minutes before the O.C. started... talk about a miracle! just kidding, but it was nice, because I love that tv show. goodnight everyone... have a wonderful day tomorrow
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
anyone anyone?
hello everyone that is reading this, I happen to be doing quite well. I spent the night at my brother's house last night which was cool because I love Levi and Jocelyn a lot, they are quite cool. Then today, I woke up around 2 in the afternoon(i'll say it again, MAN I am lazy!). Levi came home and we went over to Josie's(jocelyn) parent's house and played in the snow. good times, although my body hates the snow, oh well, I still love it. now I am home.
"so, Peter what is going on with you right now?"... well, I am ready to go back to school, because that means I am around all my stuff, and well, I'd be surrounded by friends... here most of my friends are at school... I am so bored here, that is why I stay up late and wake up late and such... just nothing to do... and well, the boringness is getting overwhelming... other than being bored, I was home alone for like the last week whcih was cool, because my parents got to go to florida on vacation, they invited me, but it's only florida, I was there last summer, and well, I came home to be home, and not to go to florida... as many of you know, my parents are moving to Paris in about 2-3 months and I probably won't be home in that time, so... this is the last time I'm going to see them in quite some time. My mom REALLY wants me to go to Paris this summer, but I actually want to get a job and be responsible and make money and such so I don't have to suffer like I am now(lack of money that is)... "what the heck Peter??? you are skipping europe to WORK?" yeah, I am, and well, maybe I am just growing up or something, maybe I'm just dumb, your decision. anyhoo, I might still go to Paris to hang out with my parents, if I find a way to make some money. whatever.
One more thing... as many of you have noticed, I've gained obscene amounts of weight since high school, I have decided to start an excercise program for myself, and adding to that, I am going to try and eat more healthily... hopefully I can drop that weight and add some muscle, but we'll see... and if you are wondering what obscene amount of weight that is... I actually have lost 5-10 pounds since the end of high school, but I am in worse shape than then, so I'm going to work on becoming healthy, whatever that means... maybe quitting pop (soda) will finally kick in... maybe... maybe quitting candy will kick in... maybe... I want to get buff... not obscenely buff, but buff nonetheless... I want to get back that precious six pack back, and gain some mass, maybe just tone the mass I currently have, but whatever the outcome, I hope to be healthier.
I have no clue why I used that title, but it was the first thing that came into my mind.
"so, Peter what is going on with you right now?"... well, I am ready to go back to school, because that means I am around all my stuff, and well, I'd be surrounded by friends... here most of my friends are at school... I am so bored here, that is why I stay up late and wake up late and such... just nothing to do... and well, the boringness is getting overwhelming... other than being bored, I was home alone for like the last week whcih was cool, because my parents got to go to florida on vacation, they invited me, but it's only florida, I was there last summer, and well, I came home to be home, and not to go to florida... as many of you know, my parents are moving to Paris in about 2-3 months and I probably won't be home in that time, so... this is the last time I'm going to see them in quite some time. My mom REALLY wants me to go to Paris this summer, but I actually want to get a job and be responsible and make money and such so I don't have to suffer like I am now(lack of money that is)... "what the heck Peter??? you are skipping europe to WORK?" yeah, I am, and well, maybe I am just growing up or something, maybe I'm just dumb, your decision. anyhoo, I might still go to Paris to hang out with my parents, if I find a way to make some money. whatever.
One more thing... as many of you have noticed, I've gained obscene amounts of weight since high school, I have decided to start an excercise program for myself, and adding to that, I am going to try and eat more healthily... hopefully I can drop that weight and add some muscle, but we'll see... and if you are wondering what obscene amount of weight that is... I actually have lost 5-10 pounds since the end of high school, but I am in worse shape than then, so I'm going to work on becoming healthy, whatever that means... maybe quitting pop (soda) will finally kick in... maybe... maybe quitting candy will kick in... maybe... I want to get buff... not obscenely buff, but buff nonetheless... I want to get back that precious six pack back, and gain some mass, maybe just tone the mass I currently have, but whatever the outcome, I hope to be healthier.
I have no clue why I used that title, but it was the first thing that came into my mind.
Monday, January 05, 2004
fun stuff...
The last few days have been great... I have been getting along with everyone, which is always nice.
tonite tonight, tongueite(couldn't think of a better way to spell tonite for the third tonite, does that make any sense? whatever)
alright, so what did I do tonite? alright, I got home, along with Levi... I started watching T.V.... of course I should have been painting the 'second back guest bedroom' or whatever that room is called... but whatever... I'll do it tomorrow, or better yet... after I'm done with this... eventhough it is 2 in the morn... I'll pop in the Hilary Duff cd and just GO!... anyhoo, back to tonite... I watched tv for a while, then I went and ate dinner at... can anybody guess? yeah, the place I have eaten at 6/7 times in the last 7/8 days... BARBANOS... I love that place... mmmm italian!... then I went over to Levi's friend King's house... Levi is currently building a car there with King and Don... this is a '69 Pontiac GTO... this is a sweet car... has a big block 400 in it and a four speed manual... this will be a sweet car when they finish it... and now for more cars.... King, who is Levi's age owns a brand new camaro, a brand new anniversary camaro(apparently they are different, so he bought it), and of course, a brand new CORVETTE! man... I wish I could have one, but I'll have to work for mine... just like everyone else... anyhoo... then I came home... and I got REAL bored, but I didn't want to work on painting, so I got on the internet, just to see what I could find...
I remembered a great site that I played with in Junior High... yeah, junior high... weird... I don't really remember much else from junior high, but this... easy... lovecalculator.com... oh man... good times... I put in 4 guys names and 11 girls names and found out the statistics between the guys and girls(no one I put in here is gay so I didn't have to worry about that)... I put in Me, ryan, Alex and Jacob... and for the girls... Jessica, angela(most don't know her), kristen b, Laura w, Val, Nicole, briggs, liz, janae, danielle, kara, and anelecia... so, pretty much everyone in our 'group' or whatever, and a few others... please don't be offended if you were not included in this, I will, if you desire to be... out of the men... Jacob had the highest Love percentage with 64%, then Alex 58%, then Ryan 48%, and finally me with 47%... but whatever, it is just an internet site. now the women. (remember the women's percentages are higher due to a smaller sample size(#of men))...briggs 73%, Laura w 72%, Janae 66%, Liz 61%, Angela 61%, Kara 59.5%, Anelecia 54%, Jessica 49%, Danielle 46%, Kristen 44%, Nicole 41%, and Val 27%... this was fun because it's funny to think of what the world would be like if it were right. Love, based on Names... freaky... anyhoo, so that passed some time... and i have all the individual scores, or you can just go to the website yourself... whatever... so that was only half of my internet experience of the night... then I went to the love calculators link CoolTests.com... this site was quite comical... I took a few quizzes and here are my results...
Great Kisser (30-55 points)
Peter, you are great at kissing: passionate, stormy, sensitive etc. - you know it all. Your kisses come from your heart. You've got the right feeling as you show interest in your partner. For you it's not a competition but real feelings. Sometimes you like to experiment. You always remember that it's not the technique, the strategy or the performance that counts but to have real feelings for your dreamgirl.
Dare-devil (50-70 points)
Peter, you are a real dare-devil! Taking risks can be good, but make sure you don't overdo it, you could get yourself hurt. Take in mind that with some things, the benefits don't outweigh the risks!
(the independence test... how independent are YOU?)
VERY well (60-100 points)
Peter, you are so independant, the 4th of July could be your birthday! Keep it on!
Your own Person (35-65 points)
Peter, you're not completety unaware of fashion trends and you usually conform to them sooner or later. There's nothing wrong with that as you are not the type of person that follows new trends blindly. For instance: you are not uncomfortable appearing in public with the sweater your grandmother knitted for you, but when you go out for new clothes you will probably buy something that is "in style". This proves that you are your own person and not a fashionfreak, so more power to you!
Flirt Expert (35-65 points)
Peter, your witty comments and your seductive looks hit the bulls-eye almost every time. No matter if your crush is shy or a go-getter, you know exactly how to twist her around your finger! When you're interested in somebody, you'll really get things moving. Because you are sensitive and know how to put yourself into your heartthrob's position, it's easy for you to give attention to your partner. This is very convenient for you, because you'll always get plenty of attention at parties!
with all that being said, I am done typing for the night... goodnight everyone... I have a bedroom to paint...
p.s. the great kisser thing is true... along with almost all of the results... ALMOST all... but the kisser thing is true... don't believe me? I can give you an example... maybe not, but it was just fun to write that.
tonite tonight, tongueite(couldn't think of a better way to spell tonite for the third tonite, does that make any sense? whatever)
alright, so what did I do tonite? alright, I got home, along with Levi... I started watching T.V.... of course I should have been painting the 'second back guest bedroom' or whatever that room is called... but whatever... I'll do it tomorrow, or better yet... after I'm done with this... eventhough it is 2 in the morn... I'll pop in the Hilary Duff cd and just GO!... anyhoo, back to tonite... I watched tv for a while, then I went and ate dinner at... can anybody guess? yeah, the place I have eaten at 6/7 times in the last 7/8 days... BARBANOS... I love that place... mmmm italian!... then I went over to Levi's friend King's house... Levi is currently building a car there with King and Don... this is a '69 Pontiac GTO... this is a sweet car... has a big block 400 in it and a four speed manual... this will be a sweet car when they finish it... and now for more cars.... King, who is Levi's age owns a brand new camaro, a brand new anniversary camaro(apparently they are different, so he bought it), and of course, a brand new CORVETTE! man... I wish I could have one, but I'll have to work for mine... just like everyone else... anyhoo... then I came home... and I got REAL bored, but I didn't want to work on painting, so I got on the internet, just to see what I could find...
I remembered a great site that I played with in Junior High... yeah, junior high... weird... I don't really remember much else from junior high, but this... easy... lovecalculator.com... oh man... good times... I put in 4 guys names and 11 girls names and found out the statistics between the guys and girls(no one I put in here is gay so I didn't have to worry about that)... I put in Me, ryan, Alex and Jacob... and for the girls... Jessica, angela(most don't know her), kristen b, Laura w, Val, Nicole, briggs, liz, janae, danielle, kara, and anelecia... so, pretty much everyone in our 'group' or whatever, and a few others... please don't be offended if you were not included in this, I will, if you desire to be... out of the men... Jacob had the highest Love percentage with 64%, then Alex 58%, then Ryan 48%, and finally me with 47%... but whatever, it is just an internet site. now the women. (remember the women's percentages are higher due to a smaller sample size(#of men))...briggs 73%, Laura w 72%, Janae 66%, Liz 61%, Angela 61%, Kara 59.5%, Anelecia 54%, Jessica 49%, Danielle 46%, Kristen 44%, Nicole 41%, and Val 27%... this was fun because it's funny to think of what the world would be like if it were right. Love, based on Names... freaky... anyhoo, so that passed some time... and i have all the individual scores, or you can just go to the website yourself... whatever... so that was only half of my internet experience of the night... then I went to the love calculators link CoolTests.com... this site was quite comical... I took a few quizzes and here are my results...
Great Kisser (30-55 points)
Peter, you are great at kissing: passionate, stormy, sensitive etc. - you know it all. Your kisses come from your heart. You've got the right feeling as you show interest in your partner. For you it's not a competition but real feelings. Sometimes you like to experiment. You always remember that it's not the technique, the strategy or the performance that counts but to have real feelings for your dreamgirl.
Dare-devil (50-70 points)
Peter, you are a real dare-devil! Taking risks can be good, but make sure you don't overdo it, you could get yourself hurt. Take in mind that with some things, the benefits don't outweigh the risks!
(the independence test... how independent are YOU?)
VERY well (60-100 points)
Peter, you are so independant, the 4th of July could be your birthday! Keep it on!
Your own Person (35-65 points)
Peter, you're not completety unaware of fashion trends and you usually conform to them sooner or later. There's nothing wrong with that as you are not the type of person that follows new trends blindly. For instance: you are not uncomfortable appearing in public with the sweater your grandmother knitted for you, but when you go out for new clothes you will probably buy something that is "in style". This proves that you are your own person and not a fashionfreak, so more power to you!
Flirt Expert (35-65 points)
Peter, your witty comments and your seductive looks hit the bulls-eye almost every time. No matter if your crush is shy or a go-getter, you know exactly how to twist her around your finger! When you're interested in somebody, you'll really get things moving. Because you are sensitive and know how to put yourself into your heartthrob's position, it's easy for you to give attention to your partner. This is very convenient for you, because you'll always get plenty of attention at parties!
with all that being said, I am done typing for the night... goodnight everyone... I have a bedroom to paint...
p.s. the great kisser thing is true... along with almost all of the results... ALMOST all... but the kisser thing is true... don't believe me? I can give you an example... maybe not, but it was just fun to write that.
Friday, January 02, 2004
strenth and purity...
This is from the book Jessica bought me... it talks about being confident in Jesus... and well jesus was STRONG in God(he was God, but other than that, he had to rely on his father's strength, you know what I median(little math joke in there for you)... Jesus did not stand for evil, actually he spoke out against it with power... what has happened to that power? walk into church and you find people who are trying to be more like Jesus by helping others, and being okay with differences, being sympathetic towards evil, even I have said "oh, it's alright, just try not to do that".... Jeez I shake and quiver from the power in that sentence... I should say something like strong, something that someone will listen to... but this gets hard because a lot of people want and strive for someone to tell them that it is ok, someone to say that everything will be alright... I need to say something like "You have opened the door to the devil with a smile, kick his ass out of your 'temple' and tell him never to come back! be strong in Jesus and rely on him alone" something along those lines... maybe less dramatic, but you get the picture. We need to realize that there is no gray area, it is either a sin or not.
Sin is evil, sin is straight from the devil and Jesus would not stand for it, so why should we? It does not matter the sin, it is still a sin! ooh, hard huh? I guess that grace seems really nice now, doesn't it? yeah, whether you are speeding or murdering someone, you are still sinning... whether you commit adultery or say the f word, you still sin, and by God's standards you should die for that ONE sin alone! isn't that nuts? I think the standard is set so high so that no person other than Jesus could EVER achieve such a goal. We NEED God, and we need his grace and love. None of us will ever be perfect, but we must try, if we don't try, then what good are we to God? god was pure, and we strive to be like God, we need to strive/try to be pure... it is the communative property of God... No one will ever be perfect, but we need to understand that... people sin everyday... I do... and you do too, so why can't we just be ok with that, while still striving for purity?
taken from my e-mail to sir ryan douglas.
Sin is evil, sin is straight from the devil and Jesus would not stand for it, so why should we? It does not matter the sin, it is still a sin! ooh, hard huh? I guess that grace seems really nice now, doesn't it? yeah, whether you are speeding or murdering someone, you are still sinning... whether you commit adultery or say the f word, you still sin, and by God's standards you should die for that ONE sin alone! isn't that nuts? I think the standard is set so high so that no person other than Jesus could EVER achieve such a goal. We NEED God, and we need his grace and love. None of us will ever be perfect, but we must try, if we don't try, then what good are we to God? god was pure, and we strive to be like God, we need to strive/try to be pure... it is the communative property of God... No one will ever be perfect, but we need to understand that... people sin everyday... I do... and you do too, so why can't we just be ok with that, while still striving for purity?
taken from my e-mail to sir ryan douglas.

